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title: "Returning to nothing"
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Afghan refugees

# Returning to nothing

Text: Roald Høvring Photo: Maisam Shafiey Published 15. Nov 2023

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Loaded trucks carrying house materials and Afghan returnees in Torkham as they make their way back to Afghanistan from Pakistan. Photo: Maisam Shafiey/NRC

This article was first published more than 2 years ago

“I didn’t have any cash, so I borrowed some money and sold some of my belongings to pay for the transport to come back to my homeland.”

The words belong to Shahgul, 40, a widow from Afghanistan. She has just returned from Pakistan with her nine children. We meet her at the Torkham border crossing in Nangarhar province, where we have set up a tent to provide information and counselling on critical legal rights and entitlements, and access to essential services.

Shahgul, 40, has returned back to Afghanistan from Pakistan via the Torkham border crossing. Photo: Maisam Shafiey/NRC

“I am in a miserable situation. My sons used to collect trash to sell, and, in the winter, they used to sell green tea to make money. Recently the police came to our house and told us to leave the country. I didn’t have cash, so I borrowed some money and sold some of my belongings to pay for the transport,” she says.

### 10,000 daily arrivals

Shahgul’s family are among the thousands of families who have returned to Afghanistan since Pakistan announced that all undocumented Afghans must vacate the country by 1 November or risk deportation.

“I have not slept the past four days and nights, there was not enough space in the truck. We all were just sitting. That is why I have a headache and high blood pressure. Last night we reached here, and my daughter’s condition was so bad that we had to take her to hospital, and she is still in the hospital.”

Afghan returnees from Pakistan wait in line in Torkham to undergo screening to access humanitarian aid. Photo: Maisam Shafiey/NRC

Before Pakistan’s announcement on 15 September, the daily number of arrivals at the two main border crossings of Torkham in Nangarhar Province and Spin Boldak in Kandahar Province, was 300 people a day per location. Now, it’s between 9,000 and 10,000 individuals a day. Between 2 and 4 November, that figure reached over 10,000. As many as 1.7 million Afghans in Pakistan could be affected by this announcement.

One of our female staff-members provides information and counselling to a returnee at the Torkham border. Photo: Maisam Shafiey/NRC

### “I don’t have any idea what we will do next”.

“I suffer a lot from poverty. I don’t know what my children are going to eat tomorrow,” says Shahgul.

This is the situation for many of these families. The conditions in which they arrive in Afghanistan are dire, with many having endured arduous journeys spanning several days, exposed to the elements, and often forced to part with their possessions in exchange for transportation.

“I don’t have any idea what we will do next. We have no place to go and nothing to eat. I will stay with a relative in Jalalabad for a short period of time and then will see if we can find a place to live,” says Shahgul, who have spent six years in Pakistan.

Alia, 7, and her family recently returned to Afghanistan from Peshawar. Tragically, she lost her father in a road accident. Despite the hardships, Alia aspires to leave Afghanistan and pursue a career in medical science, aiming to become a doctor. Photo: Maisam Shafiey/NRC

Our colleagues stationed in the areas where people are returning from Pakistan have reported chaotic and desperate scenes among those who have returned. For many, leaving their temporary refuge in Pakistan was not a matter of choice but a rushed necessity.

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Neil Turner, NRC's country director in Afghanistan. Photo: Ingebjørg Kårstad/NRC

**FACTS**

- Out of the 4.4 million Afghan refugees estimated to be living in Pakistan, there are 1.[73 million who have no legal documents to stay.](https://www.reuters.com/world/asia-pacific/pakistan-orders-all-illegal-immigrants-leave-after-suicide-bombings-2023-10-03/)
- UNHCR has issued a non-return advisory to Afghanistan in August 2021. It was [renewed in February 2023 and calls for a bar on forced returns of Afghan nationals,](https://www.refworld.org/pdfid/611a4c5c4.pdf?_gl=1*b4yh1s*_rup_ga*NDg1NTY2MzQwLjE2OTM1NTk1NDY.*_rup_ga_EVDQTJ4LMY*MTY5Njc0NzExMy4xMy4xLjE2OTY3NDgzNDguMC4wLjA.) including asylum seekers who have had their claims rejected.
- The daily number of arrivals of returnees from Pakistan to Afghanistan now ranges between 9,000 and 10,000 individuals, according to the International Organization for Migration (IOM).
- The Regional Refugee Response plan to support 7.3 million Afghans hosted in neighbouring countries, i[s only 15.4% funded out of the $613 million requested](https://humanitarianaction.info/plan/1118/financials#page-title) to meet the needs.
- Over 29 million Afghans inside the country are currently in need of humanitarian assistance according to UN estimates, with 17.2 million people, 40 per cent of the population, struggling to meet their basic food needs.
- Aid operations in the country face a critical funding gap as humanitarian needs remain severe. As the end of the year draws near, the $3.2 billion appeal to help more than 29 million people across the country [is just 36 per cent funded.](https://fts.unocha.org/countries/1/summary/2023)

Our Country Director in Afghanistan, Neil Turner, says that the recent surge of Afghans returning from Pakistan has overwhelmed resources and the fragile infrastructure in Afghanistan.

“People arrive in a terrible condition, having often sold what little they had to pay for the journey,” he says. “We are deeply concerned about their well-being and their ability to reintegrate Afghanistan after many years of absence. We are also concerned about the strain this situation will place on our already stretched humanitarian efforts.”
